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"Hate Is Easy, Loves Takes Courage"

Michelle Kea Li Tong(:
27th August 1991(:
child of god(:
hopeless romantic(:
St. James Church Kindergarden(:
Singapore International School (Hong Kong)(:
Kong Hwa School(:
St. Margaret's Secondary School(:
RMIT College (Australia, Melbourne)(:
City Harvest Church - E168(: N362(:


[[you & i collided.]]
17052006(:

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Sunday, August 30, 2009
"abtinence makes the heart fonder, sometimes it aint true, it makes you want to find something new."

www.michellekealt.xanga.com





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michelle loves you(:

2:08:00 PM

Thursday, August 27, 2009
was reading my 2004 xanga blog, brought back memories.
have a sudden urge to use xanga again. :/





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michelle loves you(:

9:49:00 PM

Monday, August 24, 2009
so much unspoken feelings, this song says it all.
(well, at least part of it)


终於开始相信
爱情不只是频率的问题
我们需要一点空间呼吸
我太过依赖你
已经不知不觉失去自己
怎麼重新设定我们间的关系

我还没那种勇气
奋不顾身离开你
就当作我暂时去旅行

飞向札幌的班机
抗拒地心引力
逃离虚构幸福的自己
5000英呎的空气
心渐渐失去重力
冷锋过境 我们的爱情

北半球的天气

像你不安心情捉摸不定
时而刮风下雨下一秒又放晴
我曾那麼爱你
就算失去了尊严都可以
曾经何时我却开始讨厌自己





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michelle loves you(:

2:01:00 AM

Monday, August 10, 2009
Dying inside cause
I can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby
I try and try so hard
To keep our love alive
If you dont' know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever wil
lI really need you to give me
That unconditional love I used to feel
It's no mistaking
We're just erasing
From our hearts and minds
And I know we said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you
It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me
I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall
How we gonna act
Like what we had
Ain't nothin' at all now
Hey, what I wanna do is
Ride shotgun next to you
With the top down like we used to
Hit the block
Proud in the SUV
We both know our heart is breaking
Can we learn from our mistakes
I can't last one moment alone
Now go I know





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michelle loves you(:

4:33:00 PM

Sunday, August 09, 2009
a, i need to talk.

im confused.





love is just a fucking game that hurts.

michelle loves you(:

1:18:00 AM

Sunday, August 02, 2009















here i am as perfect as i could ever be.

michelle loves you(:

3:32:00 AM

Saturday, August 01, 2009
I cant believe you had the nerve to say the things you said
They hurt so bad that they ended our relationship
I cant believe it, four years gone down the drain

How i wished things would have happened so differently
I tried to say this many times but still you couldnt see
You kept insisting and resisting that you would not fall again

And now youre trying to tell me that youre sorry
And youre trying to come back home
Youre telling me you really need me
Crying, begging, both knees are on the floor but baby

I dont wanna try, dont wanna try, dont wanna try no more
You keep insisting when you know our love is out the door
Dont wanna try, dont wanna try cause all we do is fight
And say the things that hurt you bad
To where we both begin to cry

Dont wanna try, dont wanna try, i was about just had enough
Its been a rough road, baby just let it go
Dont wanna try, dont wanna try, dont wanna try no more
Tell me whats the use of holding on when all we do is hurt our love

You and i had many conversations on the phone
Talks about one day we're having a place of our own
Wake up on the morning and have breakfast ready on the table

But all that just seems so far away from me
Had to wake up, face reality
It all just seemed too good to be true after all you put me through

- dont wanna try by frankie j





a girl who is too sad to give a fuck.

michelle loves you(:

7:55:00 AM